On Your Mark, Get Set..

Okay so I saw Dr. Radio yesterday and this is exactly what he said to me: "So what do YOU want to do?"
WHAT??!!
This was not the question I was expecting. I had kind of thought we were past the "let's make a decision" phase and into the "let's git r done" phase.
But then I remembered that it had been 4 days since I'd seen him and he has no short-term memory, so I didn't feel so bad.
"I, uh I:
want to wear normal pants
want a drink
want to run again
want my hormones normalized so I don't feel like ripping someone's head off
want the body of Kim Kardashian
want to stop waddling and peeing every two seconds..."
But I DID NOT say any of these things.
I said: "I'd like to have a baby now, please."
Which if you think about it will then faciliate all of the above..well, except for the Kim Kardashian part, but in my 40's I am not going to be afraid of plastic surgery.
So he scheduled an induction and tomorrow June 16, 2010, we will arrive at the hospital at 7:30 am.
IF they have room for me.
So you can see that I MIGHT be a little nervous because 50 women could go into labor on their own and I would be SOL..
I don't even think I could bribe one of them into sharing a bed: "Look, my husband will slip your husband $100.00 and you can just scoot over. I am not that big.."
No, I am going to have to wait for my own space..
So I am thinking positive thoughts and still WAITING. I have done more waiting with this baby than I ever dreamed..I mean she even has other people waiting around for her..I hope this doesn't go to her head, and I hope she doesn't start hogging the bathroom because there are 3 other people in the house, and we can't all be expected to wait every time she wants to do her hair..M- get out of that bathroom right this second your brother has been waiting to take a shower for 20 minutes and he's going to be late to school!!!!!!!! I mean it! Out!
See, just practicing.
So I will keep you posted and really I am just rambling because I am nervous and anxious and I want her to come out perfect like Keegan did. It's scary..the unknown. Normally I like a little bit of thrill, but I could really just use some normal "everything is just great-ness" right now.
Either that or just knock me out and wake me up when she gets here.
I will keep you posted!
The almost new mom..